Friday, May 27, 2011

Lost On A Road I Knew By Heart

So where and hell have I been?  Well its a really really long story and if you know you know, if you don't sorry but your on a need to know basis and you guessed it, you don't need to know.  All i can say is that it has been rough and I am not in the clear yet but I am working on it currently.  So with that said, I have not been in the mood to write about food, so I am sorry for my absence but I will be trying to blog more regularly soon enough.

In the last month I fell into a pretty dark place and I lost my passion for food and creating food.   You wanna talk about feeling broken, it wasn't pretty and it made being in a kitchen like being in solitary confinement.  I became moody and it was just a struggle to make a simple salad to order.  I know your asking yourself how did I fall so deep?   Again its still hard to talk about right now, but I felt so lost that I didn't even want to make dinner at home. 

So what is the silver lining or lesson for all this?  I am not sure because I am still pretty much digging myself out.  What I can say is that I have learned a lot about the friends I have, and how big their hearts are and for that I am very grateful for everyday.  Without each one of you I am not sure where I would be, seriously.

Its going to take time, but I promise I haven't forgot about you and your need for my little blog.